Enjoyed another session of CST “birth work” with Debbie this afternoon. It was exhilarating. Tonight I’m exhausted. Gonna sleep well tonight, for sure!
My evolution is coming along nicely. I felt great after the birth work today–really lit up and 100% positive. I told Debbie about a dream I had just a time or two after starting CST with her–a dream where I was flying/zooming (on my own power) like a Superbeing, very low to the ground at almost sound barrier speed. I felt immensely powerful and confident–like I was coming in to make a really big difference in people’s lives. No timidity or hesitation at all; no “do I measure up?” or “what will people think?” I knew they’d all “get it” and feel confident that I knew what I was doing. It felt great.
As the weeks have passed while doing CST, I have begun to “own” that dream; not the flying part, but the powerful part, the positive part, the “let me at ’em!” part. It feels right now, like I’m absolutely ready to embrace my power and turn myself loose to help people in big ways.
CST work is always different, and its different for different people. But for me, it’s the answer to what I’ve been needing, absolutely. I’ve read every self-help book on the planet just about but CST is helping me step into the role and accept my responsibility in making sure my life takes on new meaning, direction and contribution instead of just hoping it will. It’s powerful, powerful stuff.
In other, far more mundane news….
First thing this morning my sister Jackie and I had to dig up the septic system covers and pumps and such for an inspection that will happen tomorrow morning. Fortunately, we knew where they were located this time. Three years ago when we did this we had a helluva time locating what we needed to uncover. We drew maps so we’d have a better shot at it this time. It was still quite the chore, though!
We have two septic tanks and they have to be inspected every three years and pumped if necessary. If they need pumping, the total cost is around $1200 including the $300 inspection. ACK! We’re hoping they won’t need pumping this time, but no guarantees there!
What else? Guess that’s all the news that’s fit to print for this time–and some that isn’t–but that’s just the way some days go: excitement and drudgery in equal parts. But any day above ground is a good day, so we enjoyed it all.
